November Rain..

The season has come- novembar rain. Masya Allah. I love the rainy weather. November 2016- it has been ages since the last visit my the professional body to the Faculty which I attach at the moment. Their last visit was November 2013- 3 years had passed. Why it takes so long??

October 2016

Masya Allah, it is almost seven months, since my last visit to this blog. It is just like a dream, when my late husband, passed away on 3 March 2016 (3/3/2016)- three minutes before 12 mid nite. Jumaah sayidul ayyam ( the blessed day of Jumaah), his sudden death, really make me speechless. Redha and tawakkal for what I have seen and it is not easy to cope with this. My concern is the little one, Farha was three years and six months at that time, my second son, Fatih, is gonna face UPSR, a big exam for him. The eldest, Faris, looks ok, but not sure, how does he cope inside? Fakhri- lost tempered regularly- it was tough for him and me too. Life goes on. It is a gentle reminder from Allah- everyone will taste death one day. For this, I really hope and pray, we try to improve our good deed. Missing him badly- in memoir of Mohamad Zahar bin Sulaiman. ( 1973- 2016).

Azam dan terus berazam.

Ya dalam kehidupan, perlu nyatakan tawakkal kepada Ilahi, pencipta seluruh Alam. Setiap hari dan detik, cuba sematkan semangat dan terapkan erti suatu azam. Semoga diri ini bertambah baik, perbanyakkan ibadah, solat pada awal waktu, menunaikan puasa sunat. Menjadi mama yang baik dan prihatin, isteri yang solehah dan bertimbang rasa. Banyak sungguh keazaman ini dan pastinya setiap hari, ianya harus dibisik dan disemat dalam diri yang serba kekurangan dan kedaifan. Apa yang pasti, esok tetap di tangan Tuhan...