December 2017

Only a week left before we embark the year 2018, insya Allah, with His Blessings, we may breathe the air of 2018. Masya Allah. I just feel we have just entered 2017. How do I really wish and hope that I can do it this coming new year, to inspire my children to love knowledge by more reading. To stop gadget sounds impossible, but to lessen time together with gadget sounds possible. So how's your preparation for school 2018?

November Rain..

The season has come- novembar rain. Masya Allah. I love the rainy weather. November 2016- it has been ages since the last visit my the professional body to the Faculty which I attach at the moment. Their last visit was November 2013- 3 years had passed. Why it takes so long??

October 2016

Masya Allah, it is almost seven months, since my last visit to this blog. It is just like a dream, when my late husband, passed away on 3 March 2016 (3/3/2016)- three minutes before 12 mid nite. Jumaah sayidul ayyam ( the blessed day of Jumaah), his sudden death, really make me speechless. Redha and tawakkal for what I have seen and it is not easy to cope with this. My concern is the little one, Farha was three years and six months at that time, my second son, Fatih, is gonna face UPSR, a big exam for him. The eldest, Faris, looks ok, but not sure, how does he cope inside? Fakhri- lost tempered regularly- it was tough for him and me too. Life goes on. It is a gentle reminder from Allah- everyone will taste death one day. For this, I really hope and pray, we try to improve our good deed. Missing him badly- in memoir of Mohamad Zahar bin Sulaiman. ( 1973- 2016).

Azam dan terus berazam.

Ya dalam kehidupan, perlu nyatakan tawakkal kepada Ilahi, pencipta seluruh Alam. Setiap hari dan detik, cuba sematkan semangat dan terapkan erti suatu azam. Semoga diri ini bertambah baik, perbanyakkan ibadah, solat pada awal waktu, menunaikan puasa sunat. Menjadi mama yang baik dan prihatin, isteri yang solehah dan bertimbang rasa. Banyak sungguh keazaman ini dan pastinya setiap hari, ianya harus dibisik dan disemat dalam diri yang serba kekurangan dan kedaifan. Apa yang pasti, esok tetap di tangan Tuhan...

Ramadan al Mubarak 1436H

alhamdulillah, being grateful that you have the opportunity to embrace ramadan, the blessed month and fasting month for Muslims.

February- March 2015

I wonder how do you feel, leaving your kids in Taska, just to go to work. Yet, life is not affordable to be jobless. Motherhood should be cherished and lauded by all mothers. It should teach us on "how life would be" as a mother. In today's competitive world, mothers try to compete a place at work and a place at their children's heart. After all, life is not a bed of roses but it is a field to test and challenge your faith- Keep the faith!

Happy New Year 2015

Yesterday was a history, it seems quite some time not updating this blog. Masya Allah, may 2015 marks a blessed year not only for me, but all out there. 2014 marked the dark history for Malaysia, lost plane MH370, plane MH17 was shot down, and recovered, a big flood in Kelantan, Pahang and Terengganu- it was like little Tsunami. Ya Allah, forgive us. May we learn something from this incident.